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Messmaker!

2009 March 4
by constantia


Dad & Shrimp playing with blocks!

Dinnertime mayhem under the cut.

2009 March 3
by constantia

There’s nothing quite like lying on the floor with your family, watching Metal Mania together.

Lilith seems to have a thing for Iron Maiden.

2009 March 1
by constantia

I daydream constantly. Essentially, that’s what I do for a living. Lilith is asleep, so I’m getting some work done tonight. While I was typing, I started thinking about poems that have moved me throughout my life… in particular, poems that make me think of my husband, and how much I love him. And I remembered…

I do not love you as if you were salt-rose, or topaz,
or the arrow of carnations the fire shoots off.
I love you as certain dark things are to be loved,
in secret, between the shadow and the soul.

I love you as the plant that never blooms
but carries in itself the light of hidden flowers;
thanks to your love a certain solid fragrance,
risen from the earth, lives darkly in my body.

I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where.
I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride;
so I love you because I know no other way

than this: where I does not exist, nor you,
so close that your hand on my chest is my hand,
so close that your eyes close as I fall asleep.

2009 February 27

A man is a very small thing, and the night is very large and full of wonders.
Lord Dunsany

[ View of the Moon, John Adams Whipple. 26/2/1852. Daguerrotype. ]

The Ballad of Hector in Hades

2009 February 26

Yes, this is where I stood that day,
Beside this sunny mound.
The walls of Troy are far away,
And outward comes no sound.

I wait. On all the empty plain
A burnished stillness lies,
Save for the chariot’s tinkling hum,
And a few distant cries.

His helmet glitters near. The world
Slowly turns around,
With some new sleight compels my feet
From the fighting ground.

I run. If I turn back again
The earth must turn with me,
The mountains planted on the plain,
The sky clamped to the sea.

The grasses puff a little dust
Where my footsteps fall.
I cast a shadow as I pass
The little wayside wall.

The strip of grass on either hand
Sparkles in the light;
I only see that little space
To the left and to the right,

And in that space our shadows run,
His shadow there and mine,
The little flowers, the tiny mounds,
The grasses frail and fine.

But narrower still and narrower!
My course is shrunk and small,
Yet vast as in a deadly dream,
And faint the Trojan wall.
The sun up in the towering sky
Turns like a spinning ball.

The sky with all its clustered eyes
Grows still with watching me,
The flowers, the mounds, the flaunting weeds
Wheel slowly round to see.

Two shadows racing on the grass,
Silent and so near,
Until his shadow falls on mine.
And I am rid of fear.

The race is ended. Far away
I hang and do not care,
While round bright Troy Achilles whirls
A corpse with streaming hair.

2009 February 24
by constantia

Oh hai!

I’m 35!

Brains…

2009 February 22
by constantia

We’re so proud.

0=)

Honky Tonk Woman (Live: MSG ’69)

2009 February 20

2009 February 19
by constantia

What a week…

Lilith has started “talking”. A lot…

ma-ma-ma-ma-ma-ma-ma-ma-ma-ma-ma-ma-ma-ma-ma-ma!
mum-mum-mum-mum-mum-mum-mum-mum-mum-mum-mum-mum-mum!

Who knew Virgos could be so chatty? Must be her five planets in Libra. >.>

And she’s cutting her first tooth! Bottom center, yo!

=)

Coat-of-Arms with a Skull

2009 February 17

Coat-of-Arms with a Skull. Albrecht Durer, 1503.